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The Most Pure Thought


Because trust must never be analyzed.  To even think of it is to doubt.  To even consider it is dastardly.  To resist is the hardest thing in the world. 

Trust or not, it doesn't matter in the end.  It's only faith, and we are incapable of it.  It can only be given to us.  It cannot be mustered or summoned or called upon.  We have no part.  Trusting that fact is impossible and tough to comprehend. 

In that way, everyone has trust issues.  With somebody or something or something else.  To know this, to be convinced of this, is a true gift. 

A peaceful ambivalence towards justice, revenge, and greed.  Unoffended, untrusted, settled.  Got some freedom of speech up in here!  Sing it, yell it, cry it, moan it.  Spoken or unspoken, either way. 

But, first thought is not always best thought, despite what those writers wrote.  It is, however, the most pure thought.  It cannot be trusted.

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